Reading Dog drawing in process
12 Dec 2011 3 Comments
in all my drawings, inspiration, work in progress Tags: illustration, work in progress
Possible illustration for my new book – work in progress:

Second Draft Done!
11 Dec 2011 1 Comment
in inspiration
Yesterday I finished the second draft of my new book. Felt good!
Now I’m wobbling between doubt and confidence. My head tells me to take a break before I dive into the final edit but it’s very tempting to just go ahead right now.
Maybe I should spend some time working on illustrations and see what happens?
The wind is getting under my skin
17 Nov 2011 4 Comments
A quick digital doodle. Got to release this irritable feeling somehow.

A strangely comforting trauma
20 Oct 2011 Leave a Comment
in books Tags: fantasy, horror, vampire
I’ve been very sick (flu!) and very busy, but at last have time for a quick review of a remarkable book:
The Stress of Her Regard by Tim Powers.

You just know that things are going to go bad from the moment when a very drunk Michael Crawford, on the night before his wedding, puts his wedding ring on the finger of an ancient female statue. In the middle of a stormy night. For safekeeping. He has reason to regret that decision very soon.
This book is not for the faint hearted. These vampires may sparkle at times, but they bite hard too. And yet they are not just evil monsters. They fit into our world with Tim Powers’s convincing mixture of science, magic and poetry.
It also features real historical characters such as Byron, Keats, Shelly and Mary Shelly. In Tim Powers’s reality there is a close link between vampires and the poetic muse, and some poets are willing to put up with quite a lot of danger if it keeps them writing.
This is a cruel book. Fingers are shot or bitten off, throats are cut, eyes are gouged and many of these wounds are self inflicted. As with the other Powers’s books, you are taught very early on that the characters are not safe and wont be rescued at the last moment. This makes things a lot more tense and exciting, and in the end, also very moving. The hero and heroine are mauled and savaged and yet they survive. Despite being traumatised and permanently scarred, they remain true to some deep part of themselves, and to one another. I found that strangely comforting.
A tennis ball full of tadpoles
27 Sep 2011 1 Comment
in inspiration
My dog Pippin picked up an old tennis ball on the Rondebosch common. He bit it open, carried it around for a while and put it down and walked off. This is surprising as he is obsessive about tennis balls. I went to have a look at it. It was full of tadpoles.
My father’s pond now has some new inhabitants.
An interview with author Debora Geary
05 Sep 2011 7 Comments

The Wild Shore by Kim Stanley Robinson
24 Aug 2011 Leave a Comment
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It’s been a while since I’ve written a review, but The Wild Shore by Kim Stanley Robinson is one of the best books I’ve read in years. Fantastic story, compelling characters, interesting issues, vivid writing – I just loved it.

It is set in America “after the bombing”. The United States is no more. America has suffered a severe nuclear attack. Millions died in the initial attack, and millions more in the aftermath, struggling to survive in the new pre-industrial world. Getting food by growing and hunting it, avoiding the “scavengers” – the people who live from the looted ruins and hunt one another.
What is more, the outside world is actively preventing any kind of reconstruction, using their space age technology to destroy any attempts to build up an industrialised civilisation.
About sixty years after the bombing seventeen year old Henry is living in a coastal farming community. He has a rather strange view of history, learnt from old Tom, one of the only people who still remember the “old times” before the bombs. This is a combination of truth and tall tales, and in fact, this is a strong theme in the book – the importance of story telling and the need for “lies”.
Henry has to make some hard choices when he meets outsiders urging him to join the “resistance”, a group people who vow to fight the outside worlds attempts to “keep America down”. He learns about betrayal and regret, and what it means to be an adult in a harsh world.
The setting of this story is just awesome. Trees growing on the abandoned highways, crumbling sky-scrapers, flooded cities. Kim Stanley Robinson always loves to dwell on the detail, and its never just “description”. The landscape is as important to the plot as the action.
And apparently there are more – a whole series of “Orange County” books. Off to the library to find some more!
Drawing a different kind of strength
21 Aug 2011 2 Comments
in all my drawings Tags: tarot
I’m still fascinated by the Tarot. This drawing is of “Strength”, one of the figures in the Major Arcana.
This card stands for a different kind of strength than that one usually thinks of. “ Perseverance, courage, resolve and composure – qualities that help us endure when times are tough.” Patience and tolerance, guiding rather than using force, compassion and reliability.
This card is usually depicted as a woman subduing a lion, and here is my version.

The rats are fighting under the floorboards
20 Aug 2011 Leave a Comment
in all my drawings, work in progress
A detail of a drawing I’m colouring in Photoshop. Still very rough. It’s very late, the gas heater is puttering away next to me keeping the winter’s night at bay, and every now and then the rats start a little fight under the floorboards. Time to go to bed.

Writing Tarot
19 Aug 2011 Leave a Comment
in work in progress Tags: reading the tarot, writing
No new drawings, because I’ve been swamped with got-to-pay-the-rent work about which the less said, the better. In the evenings I’ve been working the outline for my new book.
I’m still discovering who the characters are and why they got to where they are. I needed a way to help me figure these things. Problem is, it’s easy to slip into the groove where my main character is, essentially, me. And the secondary characters are suspiciously like characters from my favourite books.
To “throw myself a curve ball” as Brendon says, I’ve been doing tarot readings for each of my characters. This helps me figure out who they are and what they care about. I’m fairly new to reading the tarot. It’s quite a fascinating process. I tend to be a bit skeptical about the mystical side and use it mainly as a tool to help me consider many different sides of a question. But I must admit that I got some pretty uncanny results. Either there is something more going on than I like to admit, or the human tendency to recognise patterns where there are none is even stronger than I suspected.

For example. One of the characters is the “love interest”. He will develop a crush on my main character, although at this stage it is unclear whether the relationship will get anywhere. I asked the question “Tell me more about this young man.” The first card, that stands for “the heart of the matter” and such issues as “central issue” and “outstanding feature” was the Two of Cups. The second was The Lovers. That made me stare.


The Two of Cups is all about attraction, particularly between two individuals, “recognising that a bond is developing”, making an exclusive connection. It is the minor arcana equivalent of The Lovers. The Lovers deals with the urge for union, the strong connection between two people as well the commitment an individual makes to certain beliefs and values. And, of course, sexual and romantic love.
So that was quite appropriate.
The reading I did for my “evil” character was just as apt. Her heart cards were the Three of Swords and the King of Pentacles. The Three of Swords is about betrayal, hurt and loneliness. The King of Pentacles suggests qualities of reliability, competence, the ability to succeed, “working towards a goal with resolve”. Her reading was a study of contradictions. Reconciling these has helped me think about this character in a much more complex way, figuring her out as a human being rather than the symbol of evil she was before I started this process.
Of course, just the act of laying out the cards and looking at them helps me think. Such amazing, potent images.

She’s quite willing to use that little red gun.
24 Jul 2011 2 Comments
in all my drawings Tags: drawing
I’ve been reading Charles de Lint – and this came out of my pen:

She seems quite ready to use that little red gun.








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